BLIND EGO
(RPWL Family)

Blind Ego

(2007)

1. Obsession 4'25
(Kalle Wallner)
One of the heaviest songs. It tells about anger, hate and repression while creating the odd impression that one might like these emotions quiet well.
2. Moon And Sun 5'09
(Kalle Wallner)
With every tone and sound of this song you can feel an unrealised longing for....
3. Break You 6'20
(Kalle Wallner)
Totally confused, the only thing you want is to escape.. Finally you flee from yourself.
4. Black Despair 6'49
(Kalle Wallner)
Probably the saddest song I`ve ever wrote... If you like to see into my soul you just need to listen to my guitar playing.
5. Open Sore 3'16
(Kalle Wallner)
The angry sounding intro for the second part of the album.
6. Hollowed 1'28
(Kalle Wallner)
This is a pretty short and exciting introduction to the song Mirror (on the wall)...
7. Mirror 4'27
(Kalle Wallner)
You look into the mirror but can't neither recognize yourself nor the things you're doing.
8. Don't Ask Me Why 8'12
(Kalle Wallner)
Being very angry with someone, you only wish to be by yourself.
9. Moorland 4'14
(Kalle Wallner)
An instrumental song with tricky bars and rhythms. We used lots of analog filters to create all these diverse guitar sounds.
10. Forbidden To Remain 10'03
(Kalle Wallner)
The theme of this song is almost five years old. Patching up with a long guitar solo was a must.

Bonus Track

11. Artist Manque 6'43
(Violet District)
This song is roughly ten years old and was originally written by my former band Violet District. I found the vocal track on an old tape and decided to re-arrange this song. A nostalgic part of my past...

Total Time: 61:06

  • Kalle Wallner - Guitars
  • John Jowitt - Bass
  • Tommy Eberhardt - Drums
  • Yogi Lang - Keyboards
  • John Mitchell - Vocals
  • Paul Wrightson - Vocals
  • Clive Nolan - Backing Vocals
  • Stefan Obermaier - Sound-Design

    Produced by Yogi Lang (RPWL)
    Bonus Track by Violet District

    Solo album of RPWL Guitarist Kalle Wallner featuring:
    John Mitchell - KINO, John Jowitt - IQ, Paul Wrightson - ARENA, Clive Nolan - PANDRAGON

    In the year 2005, after having released five albums with his current main band RPWL, guitarist Kalle Wallner decided that time was high to write down his own story... Many friends were enthusiastic about this idea and contributed great musical spirit to this project: John Jowitt, Tommy Eberhardt, Paul Wrightson, John Mitchell and many more. In cooperation with his RPWL mate Yogi Lang Kalle Wallner produced the album MIRROR in their own Farmlands studios. Release date was in 2007. After only two years Kalle Wallner released his second album called "Numb" on 3rd of April 2009 followed by a European tour. Due to the activities of his main band RPWL currently there is a short break. An upcoming album is already planned.




    1. Obsession

      Come on, feed my obsession Sense my evil Feel my passion Sate my lust Loose your odd inhibition Maiden pureness Enslaved and enchained Its me you idolise I keep looking for something on my own Well that was never me I go too far and i enjoy it I feel disgusted and you should, too I go too far, but i enjoy it Cause i feel not a thing Let me tantalise you On skinned knees you crawl Let me desecrate you Punish and hurt you Dare to cry for the moon

    2. Moon And Sun

      You are the one under the moon and sun I watch the stars cry out your name You understand why im running fairly scared Searching for things that i cannot see Still, i wait for the night The moon with silent delight Sits and smiles on me Longing for the sun Some days i feel there is no hope in hand See you walking out, leaving my place I cant keep you here though you would make my day Now my life is harder to bare Still, i wait for the night The moon with silent delight Sits and smiles on me Longing for the sun You are the one under the moon and sun

    3. Break You

      Taste you, find you, hate you, dislike you more than ever Realise you, sense you, break you, smell you more than ever Announce you, laugh you, spit you, refuse you more than ever Fool you, tease you, force you, thrill you more than ever Slap you, kid you, despise you, loathe you more than ever, Hide you, lame you, blow you, screw you more than ever Now i hear all your words but i cant really get them I watch you laughing without seeing a smile Your face dares to shine but inside you are ugly Youre just too far from being me I want to flee from everything in front of me I want to flee, cant stand the place surrounding me Taste you, find you, hate you, dislike you more than ever Realise you, sense you, break you, smell you more than ever Announce you, laugh you, spit you, refuse you more than ever Though i know what to say words are stuck in the middle You see me winding, im caught in a trap Since i hide all my pain so my lips will stay silent Im not sleeping, cant stay awake Taste you, find you, hate you, dislike you more than ever Realise you, sense you, break you, smell you more than ever Announce you, laugh you, spit you, refuse you, break you I want to flee from everything in front of me I want to flee, cant stand the place surrounding me

    4. Black Despair

      I close my eyes and fall Dont recognize scenes passing by Each and every limb feels numb Ghosts of the past are burning my brain With you all colours fade Silences getting loud its just insane I wish i was myself again I open my eyes and fall Cant even get up from the ground Ive lost all sense of what is real Again youre taking over me With you all colours fade Paralysed i must remain I wish i was myself again

    5. Open Sore


    6. Hollowed


    7. Mirror

      Mirror, mirror on the wall You are staring back through me I know my reflection But this is not why i see Hollow face, tired eyes The mirror doesnt lie It knows my affection Deep down inside of me Mirror, mirror on the wall I am staring back through you I look into your eyes I cant recognice myself, now ...My lonely self... Pushed away... Once too often... Gazing at the face that lies Merely blood cant fill that mask in the mirror Staring at a head with no eyes Who am i Have i ever seen you before Name me, find me Mirror, mirror on the wall. You are staring back through me I know my reflection But this is not why i see This empty shell before me now Can barely keep myself From erasing and deleting you But the memory will remain Who am i Have i ever seen you before Name me, find me ...My lonely self... Pushed away... Once too often... Gazing at the face that lies Merely blood cant fill that mask in the mirror Staring at a head with no eyes Who am I have i ever seen you before Name me, find me

    8. Don't Ask Me Why

      I know how to hurt, i can bring you down Can you feel the leash around your skinny neck Your beggings nasty, i got you in my grip Sorry, i cant help but playing on that sway Ever tried to keep my respect for you But it has been gone with your self-esteem. With my evil eye i enjoy to see You shattered, loosing ground, but let me tell you that If you are strong enough you better not come close I dont want to feel a squeeze, i just dont care what ill get into If you dislike my faith you better run away Too scared to push it through, leave it to me, leave it to me Dont ask me why you just better get away from me Dont even try cant you see the truth behind my eyes Dont ask me why you just better get away from me Dont even try cant you feel it closing in I am right on track, you wont slow me down Try to push away what leads me astray Youre just a simple toy which i cast aside If youd respect yourself you would spurn me If you are strong enough you better not come close Too scared to push it through, leave it to me, leave it to me Dont ask me why you just better get away from me Dont even try cant you see the truth behind my eyes Dont ask me why you just better get away from me Dont even try cant you feel it closing in

    9. Black Despair


    10. Forbidden To Remain

      All the dreams i have to fear I cant explain but nothings clear All the fears i have to dream of That follow me into my sleep On and on, theyll never let me go Theres no hope for one more day Your picture in my mind is going to fade away Believe me, i tell the truth. The more i lie the closer i am to myself Im lost in my destination Ive got to go far away Its forbidden to remain Its the same old decision I look back without any regrets Its forbidden to remain I was right and you were wrong Since youve been alone youre able to be strong All the fears i have to dream of That follow me into my sleep On and on, theyll never let me go Believe me, im not the one Believe me, i tell you the truth. The more i lie the closer i am to myself

    11. all the dreams i have to fear i cant explain but nothings clear all the fears i have to dream of that follow me into my sleep on and on, theyll never let me go theres no hope for one more day your picture in my mind is going to fade away believe me, i tell the truth. the more i lie the closer i am to myself im lost in my destination ive got to go far away its forbidden to remain its the same old decision i look back without any regrets its forbidden to remain i was right and you were wrong since youve been alone youre able to be strong all the fears i have to dream of that follow me into my sleep on and on, theyll never let me go believe me, im not the one believe me, i tell you the truth. the more i lie the closer i am to myself