Recorded at The STEAKHOUSE, North Hollywood
Mixed at VILLAGE RECORDERS, West Los Angeles
I Thanks and Love To:
Management: Mark Hartley, Larry Fitzgerald, Anita Heilig, David Dillon, Kimiko Tokita, Michelle McKee
Studio Thanks:
Luke supports and endorses MUSIC MAN GUITARS, Ernie BALL Strings, RIVERA AMPLIFICATION (for the "Bonehead Amp"), CUSTOM AUDIO EFX.
Phil Soussan Endorses Dean MARKLEY Strings and AMPEG Amps.
Gregg Bissonetle Endorses ZILDJIAN Cymbals, VIC FIRTH Sticks, MAPEX Drums, DW Pedals and REMO Heads.
(Solo)
(instrumental)
1. The Real Thruth
Blue eyes, black skies and clouds filled with pain.
Chorus:
I can't run from the real truth.
Disguise the emtiness, the disdain.
Late calls, long halls with words no one hears.
Reveals the loneliness and the years.
Like going backwards in a revolving door.
I don't know which way's out anymore.
And not be living a lie.
You can't hide from the fate chasing you.
And watch it, from somebody else's eyes.
Cold hearts, cruel thoughts can destroy the faith,.
(Repeat Chorus)
Just ask the sinner who fell from Grace,
But things change and strange days can turn a point of view.
Just time till eveyone gets their due.
I may not save the world but I'll save myself
Can't depend on somebody else.
I can't run from the real truth.
Chorus
And not be living a lie.
You can't hide from the fate chasing you.
And watch it.
2. Broken Machine
Of rags and bones
Wish I could feel bad for you
Rusty old wheels on a cobblestone street
Everything I won
Follows me round like a ghost that won't leave me alone
Even sticks and stones
Can't leave a mark on this spirit of steel
Have you really grown
When you come back bleeding from your love torn battles
Or sympathize after all I've been through
I'm not as strong as I seem
While your heart is beating
I've got this broken machine
Those days have gone
Wish I could feel bad for you
Took so long just to pick myself up, and try to walk alone
No more afraid to let the sun stare at my face
See what you have done
Nuts, bolts and parts of dark days of broken dreams
Take so long to replace
As for your falling apart at the seams
Or sympathize after all that I've been through
How come you're not as you seem
You've got your problem
Your self-esteem
Wish I could feel bad for you
Or feel anything after all I've been through
I'm not as strong as I seem
While your heart is beating
I've got this broken machine
3. Tears Of My Own Shame
Queen of Hearts and Sister Vanity
I said Ooh ooh...it's not any thing you did to me
Took me by the hand to show me royalty
In this castle so many things to see
And all I could become, a knight wasted away
It's not what you made me feel I did to you
I cry, angry that I played the fool
For these are the tears of my own shame
Even just a page I never thought to read
(Repeat Chorus)
And writing on the wall became a tapestry
The blues I felt , the reds they blinded me
And all the greens only taught me jealousy
And I am not what I care to be
(Repeat Chorus
And she is not what I came to see
And like some Shakespearean tragedy
That in the end have to question...finally
4. Love The Things You Hate
Does it matter if it works out as planned
Remember that a sentiment changes every day
When the author is the pen in your hand
When your mind does what you don't understand
As every sun leaves shadows, arrows pointing every way
Hey, look around, this is you
Don't you worry 'cos it's fine to be confused
When you're questioning your fate
In time, you will see
All that makes you who you are, will become so clear to you
And don't you love the things you hate
Life will give its gift if we don't hesitate
If you feel you're dying and the clock just makes you wait
Some see the paper, then throw the present away
Time may find us in tomorrow looking for today
Hey look around this is you
Don't you worry 'cos it's fine to be confused
When you're questioning your fate
In time, you will see
All that makes you who you are, will become so clear to you
You should love the things you hate
5. Hate Everything About U
Night after night, day after day
I pass by the house that once was our home
I look through the windows, I lean on the bell
There's a light but there's no sign of you
The stranger's new car in the driveway tells me your there I know you're there
I feel like a chump doing time on the street
Low life and useless as the rags on my feet showin' through
You don't know how much I hate everything about you
Your honey red lips and your eyes big and sparking blue
The curve of your hips and your black Irish hair
Sends a shiver that runs through me too
You don't know how much I hate you, wish it was true
The alleys are dark, sidewalks are bare
Time's on my hands empty and cold
I'm looking for something to knock out the night
Till the sun comes up shining like new
The chill in my bones reminds me life isn't fair
And nobody cares
To the lost souls surviving on hard knocks and vice
In a world just as nasty as your world is nice
(Baby Blue)
You don't know how much I hate everything about you
Your voice like good bourbon so elegant, tasteful and smooth
You're a goddess, a priestess, a temptress, a queen
Greta Garbo's got nothing on you
You don't know how much I hate you, wish it was true
You were kind to my brother
And good to my friends
You were passionate, faithful and strong
I must have been sleeping
It feels like a dream
I can't tell just where I went wrong
Like a dog in the garbage with rocks in my head
I'm strung out and crazy and can't find the thread, running through
You don't know how much I hate everything about you
The poison that runs through my veins telling me what to do
With a flick of a match I could burn down this house
Taking every last memory of you
You don't know how much I hate you
I say, you don't know how much I hate you
I wish it was true
Oh, yes I do
6. Reservation To Live (The Way It Is)
Never should rush into things
(Repeat Chorus)
Shouldn't spill the wine before it's time
Wait and see what fortune brings
Waste away till you can't see the signs
Always taught to play it safe
Wouldn't stick your neck out if you could
Everything is in its place
Might as well be chiseled out of wood
And your time's running thin
It's slipping through your fingers
With your chance to begin
Forever again
Don't know what you're waiting for
Don't need a reservation just to live
You might be expecting more
But you won't get more than you have to give
And that's just the way I is
Everyday it rains somewhere
You've got to make the best of what you have
You could tie a train out there
You better get some sunshine while you can
But you've heard this before
It's ancient information
Just walk through the door
It's not that complicated
7. Don't Hang Me On
When will you touch the sky
Don't try to hang me on
Will you stop to wonder why
Excitement is your pain
While I am helpless once again
Take it out on me
If it makes you feel
That once again you're free
This rope of greed
This rope I feed you
'Cos if I'm hanging on
You won't be there to watch me bleed over you
Your eyes reveal your tale
Don't try to hang me on
When silence scares your words away
You only turn to me
When it becomes too hard to see
Take it out on me
If it makes you feel
That once again you're free
This rope of greed
This rope I feed you
'Cos if I'm hanging on
You won't be there to watch me bleed for you
8. Always Be There For Me
When it's over...your're always the last one to know
When I reach out my hand there's nobody there I can touch anymore
It's a feeling...that nobody wants to show
Even though it's killing me
I still blame myself
I wish I could change, but Lord knows I know that I can't All the feelings ...
Twisting inside my head
I know it's too late...
The past I can't seem to forget
If I could change the circumstance
I'd never let you go
I can't hide from the thruth and I want you to know
When I call out your name
The painrips right through me like never before
Is it too much to aks for one last memory
'Cause yesterday you said, you'd always be there for me
Don't know what's harder...
(Repeat Chorus)
The truth or reality
I hit a brick wall
Painted with honesty
I wish that I could give to you, all the things you need
But the one thing I can't is making you leave
9. Open Your Heart
Smoke-colored L.A. sky
Open your heart to me
Hand covers up your sleepless eyes
As morning creeps in
Passed out there on my couch
Wearing the face of down and out
My long lost friend
Three cups of coffee and you'll be on your way
Until this time tomorrow you come crawling
Back again
Think of my shoulder as as sanctuary
Open your soul to me
I'll try to unravel your tangled up dreams
And the only thing that matters is your heart stays open for me
I always made pictured you
Open your heart to me
As clear minded but confused with wounds
No one could see
You always made the friends
That never stuck with you until the end
Except for me
And the only difference I hear is your alibi
And the only thing in common is the reason
You're still here
Think of my shoulder as sanctuary
Open your soul to me
I'll try to unravel your tangled up dreams
And the only thing that matters is your heart stays open for me
I can feel your loneliness
I feel your pain
10. Bag O' Tales
It's easy to believe some people don't care
Believe a gift is to be given but never shared
When your clothes are stripped you got what you got
When you drive your car to heaven there ain't no parking lot
Another builded up, another undone
Like every day dawn becomes another setting sun
I still believe you came to see
Bet you thought I'd comprehend
You wish for me, you wish to be
But I'm a hero who can't pretend
I should have riches after all that I've been through
Should have some peace of mind, I should shave somebody new
A silver locket or a painting just for you
But all I got's a big old bag of tales
I tell the stories, I write by my hand
The things I've felt another could never understand
Better to have lived and loved than never because
It's not the things it could have bee, it's that that never was
I should have riches after all that I've been through
Should have some peace of mind, I should have somebody new
A silver locket or a painting just for you
But all I got's a big old bag of tales
11. Bluebird
Listen to my bluebird sing
She can tell you why
Deep within her heart you see
She knows I must cry
Yeah, cry
Here she sits aloft that bird
Strangest color blue
Flying is forgotten now
She just thinks of you
Yeah, you
So with all those blues
Must be a thousand used
Each was differently used
You just know
You sit there mesmerized
By the depth of her eyes
Can't be categorized
She got soul
She got soul
She got soul
She got soul
Do U think she loves you
Do U think
At all
Soon she's going to fly away
Worries of her own
Find herself another day
And go home
Go home
12. The Pump